I try not to be a complainer, but tonight I am going to say my woes.

MY TOE HURTS SO BAD RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE A BIG FAT BUG WITH HUGE TEETH IS EATING IT ALIVE!!!!!!!!! i have a blister in between my big toe and second toe that is torn open in the
in between part that happens to be a very sensative area. it all started when i wore new flip flops through an outlet mall where i had a mondo shopping spree. if i had worn any other shoes my woe would not be so horrible. then after i got the blister i still played in the sand and SALT water ocean. STING! ouch! then i went swimming and barefoot running outside running around with friends. WOE IS MY TOE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its ripped open and im in so much pain! who will share in my woe tonight? OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!  my complaining session is over. officially. OUCH. ok now its really over.

Freshman year is over. thankfully...the awkwardness of complete life change is over. im at the beach and its fun. I go to brookhill sunday. cant wait to see what God does! ive got so much to do before sunday....ack.

TODAY WAS INCREDIBLE!!!!! LIKE ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHERE ITS LIKE WHOA GOD SHOWED UP LIKE CRAZY

it all started when Jesus gave me extra special encouragement when i was reading Hebrews. I was discrouaged greatly about a certain circumstance ive been in for well a while now and i got new strength for it. then i decided to spice up my life and go to dollar general to get my roomate gifts, because her house burned down

THEN  began to write down all that God has been teaching me lately ( i decided to keep a journal of what he teaches me so 1. i can remeber and 2. if i become someone really influential it might become a book in itself . I got very excited because it was much more than i thought. i re-read it and thought "sweet! i didnt even know i knew that"

THEN

i went to take care of my kiddos at daycare and God has been telling me to "chase love hard" and so i decided to love on an even deeper level today! i was like ok God lets do this! so anyways it was a love filled day with the kids and we found a bird’s nest with eggs in it in a nearby tree. One of my 5 year olds got discouraged because he couldn’t run as fast as the others and he said “im just the little boy who grew up and cant do anything.” I said “what?! That is not true at all!” by the end of the day we found out that he can 1. forward roll 2. make toot noises underneath his arm 3. make a design with sticks 4. ride a tricycle really fast.

THEN

 I Saw lady I used to work with and got to talk to her for a long time and got to talk to tina about her daughter being in a car wreck

ever since i decided to "chase love hard" ive been trying to research what it means to chase love hard with the people i simply come in contact with each day. i realized that when i said "ok God i want to love hard anyone and everyone that comes across my path" he opens up special opportunites to do so. today i was going to work out and the costodian lady that i had met earlier this year was trying to push a huge cart of tables and i came just in time to be able to help her. At lunch a caffeteria lady dropped a huge pile of silverware on the floor and i was there just in time to help her clean them up! its like he gives me opportunites that literally fall in front of me!

until later...ill be chasing love hard. love yall! special shout out to bee and heather!